cuti2 malaysia ~

okey. 

fine. siape tak seronok kan.

school holiday begin!!! yeeehaaaa

dalam kepala banyak fikir nak pergi jalan2

family vacation

besties vacation

walah!`~

have fun people!!

tapi dalam kita bergembira

jangan lupe pada yang tiada ... (cewah~ dh macam lagu raya! =P)

manfaatkan awal hijrah ini,

salam maal hijrah!!

 

* xsabar nak balik semenanjung!

holiday..

happy holiday!!!

 manfaatkan cuti sebaiknya!

family vacation

besties vacation

good reading! hihi.. mari tambah buku!!!

:: Nikmatt wa Rahmat ::

assalammualaikum and avery shining good morning!

i am not going to write about man named Nikmat or Rahmat. =)

it was such a beautiful things if we live our life in this small world surrounded by that big gifts. not all people have that. we maybe can get Nikmat from Him but the Rahmat is up to Him. we will loose our nikmat and being excuse from His rahmat if :

• we forget HIM
• we didn't know HIM
• we left HIM behind

I did sometimes. and it will make my heart feel like desert. 

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plain.

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 empty. 

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hot. 

# for people who get the great nikmat and rahmat, be thankful to Him because you didn't loose His attention. Once He ignore you, you will feel it. when your path is like meaningless, demotivated and hopeless.

now i know and understand it. 

"ada seketul daging yang perlu aku baiki."

conversation with beloved`

"cry on my shoulder"

the lyrics sounds like this 

(if u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder, if you need someone who care for you..)

who knows the song? not everybody will give us their shoulder, lend their ears and open up their heart to listened to our tears.

i'm not a good listener too but i have learned how to be for four years my study

it's hard... it's really hard

but when we have already get it

we will feel the good inside us 

when people do not listened to our story

to our heart

to our says

to what we feel

it's hurt.

i spend the night talking to my beloveds one

i have two.

2.00 am till 3.21 am ---> i have my conversation with my beloved one.

from him i realise so many thing about my weakness. i learned about myself because he was very clear with what we like and didn't like

3.45 am till 4.30 am

i spend my night with The One.

calm. peace.

menyesal.

menyesal ku akui. T_T

# sad #

macam-macam kita akan fikir bila kita tengok orang buat jahat. macam-macam kita akan cakap bila seseorang itu buat jahat. tapi jarang-jarang kita bertanya kenapa mereka melakukan kesilapan. dan kadang-kadang sahaja kita menawarkan diri untuk membantunya dan menarik mereka keluar dari hidup yang sebegitu.

people love to blame others. 

pernah tak kita memikirkan cara bagaimana ingin membantu insan-insan seperti ini untuk keluar dari hidupnya. saya mula berfikir. bila diri sendiri yang perlukan bantuan untuk dibimbing dan dipimpin. hanya insan yang benar-benar tabah untuk mengenali dan menerima diri seseorang itu seadanya sahaja yang sanggup untuk meminjamkan tenaganya sebagai sebahagian dari hidup kita.

is it love or sympathy?

# there must be something behind all the mistakes.

sigh~